Many people living in one day at a time recovery eventually discover that in regards to spiritual growth most of us are at the beginnings of ongoing spiritual awakenings. Before we knew this we might have actually found ourselves judging the quality of another recovering person’s recovery. What we need to realize is that when we are judging and measuring the recovery of others, we are actually measuring what we believe to be the worth of another human being. Welcome to reality of egoic fear. We have it and we will always have it. Hopefully it quiets down after a while. When it does we might realize we are all in this together. No better or no worse than any other person. We all have a long way to go. Peace.