Some people who live life one day at a time find early recovery difficult. This happens to us because early recovery brings with it the tides of delusion. When the tides of delusion are flowing, we believe that we are in complete control of our lives. We forecast for ourselves perfection. We drift into the direction of I am in control, and everyone in my life needs to take directions from me. We believed the crisis that initiated our bottoming out was not due to us, or our decision making. We had no understanding of what we really needed. What we needed was for other people to be our eyes and our ears. We needed to take direction from them. When we accept this we will see the delusions fade a bit. The reality of life is all people need direction. Again – all of us. Peace.
