Many people living in one day at a time recovery understand the reality of the turnabout. This is the reality of when recovery turns our resentments into an opportunity to love. If we do not seek such a change in our journey we can become bitter, angry and sometimes malicious people. We who are capable of carrying such resentment understand the reality of such bitterness. It is, or was, part of our journey. After a period of reflection we understand this. We have observed our egoic resentment and claimed ownership of it. In reality we were blaming others for our own feelings of inadequacy. Thus we know the reality of how dare they. In recovery we learn different and in accepting this we find ourselves journeying into the reality of the turnabout. Imperfect love and imperfect understanding become our reality. This means we become witness to our resentments and we become better at letting them go. In reality we are starting to understand what can be perceived as agape love. The turnabout is a one day at a time gift as we awaken to a better reality. Peace.
