Many people living in one day at a time recovery understand the reality of being owned by the weed demons. There is a big difference in recreational and medicinal usage of cannabis and being a weed addict. Weed addicts cannot control their usage. Often weed addicts cannot function at a mature level of being able to adapt to adversity and they often fall short in fulfilling the responsibilities of every day task such as controlling emotional outburst, going to work, and maintaining an adult level of independence. Most people grow out of this by the time they are in their twenties but the weed addicts do not. They need help. What do we do? We reach out and get the help we need. When we do we find one day at a time freedom. Reach out. Join a 12 step program. You’re worth it. Peace.